So... I know I shouldn't make a big deal out of it. I mean, I'm 20, so what? Kids, teenagers would turn 20 sooner or later! And my friends turned 20 earlier than I did!
But I'm seriously going crazy just thinking about it! I'm treating this like a new beginning in my life. I've been thinking things like, what have I achieved? Am I contented with my life right now? Did I change these past few years?
I started setting new goals. I started having new dreams! I started feeling lonely and I don't know why. I've been happy and satisfied with my life until I celebrated my birthday this month.
Can I do this? Can I achieve this? What are my priorities right now? Am I satisfied with just this? Am I really happy? What do I want to do? Is this really what I want? What am I going to do in the future? Bla bla bla!
I'm seriously considering getting away for a while...
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